Friday, December 25, 2009 |
MERRY WHITE SUNNY XMAS' ; PEEPS!
hehe! ^^
lets have a story!
" Once in my life, there was something i believed in.
There was a Santa in my life.
Every Christmas, my parents used to say,
Christmas = no use.
So, i can only pray hard for a present that i want.
At that time, i was closest to my grandpa more than anyone else.
So, i always tell him how much i wanted this and that,
and he will give me his ' Trademark Megawatt Smile ' .
and he will give me his ' Trademark Megawatt Smile ' .
Being at 5 years old, i didn't know much about what is planned for me.
The next day, i found the present i had prayed so much for beside my bed.
I always thought it was Santa,
as my parents was working from day to night,
and they were ignorant to whatever i want.
All they cared was my brother.
But, i was contented, knowing that i have my grandpa, and Santa.
This Santa was very special.
Not only do i receive presents on Christmas,
i even do on my birthday.
Other than Santa,
my grandpa will also buy me sweet treats every now and then.
He was the best person in my whole life,
and second, was Santa.
As i grew older,
i start to ignore my grandpa.
He will always ask me about my day in school,
whether i had my meals,
am i hungry ;
i will always ignore them and sit down infront of my computer,
play and play.
I've never thought of grandpa.
I still receive my presents,
and i enjoyed this privilege,
until july 2008,
when my grandpa passed away.
In my whole life, i was never so sad,
never felt so empty.
Its like God has taken a part of me away.
After that day, Dad told me,
all the presents i received was from grandpa.
Despite having difficulty walking around,
he will still walk to the mall to buy me my present.
After hearing this, i felt so regretful,
my tantrums,
my ignorance,
my sucking attitude,
everything, my mistakes ;
i seriously hoped for one last chance to say my thanks and sorrys to my grandpa,
but i know it will never be possible.
Whenever i see children on the streets,
asking their grandparents for teddy bears, toys, candies ;
and have them to carry their stuffs, treat them like maids,
i really really felt angry and fucked up,
cause they did not know how to treasure their grandparents ;
until they're gone, like me.
Every now and then,
when i got scolded by my parents,
fought with my friends,
my feelings got rejected,
reprimanded by teachers,
bad results,
unfairness etc etc ;
the first thing that came into my mind,
was that ' Trademark Megawatt Smile ' of my grandpa,
and i'll cry.
And, i'll be fine.
Even now, when typing this, i have to force back my tears.
I know my grandpa will always be here ;
living in me.
Thank you, grandpa. "
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