I failed my elit. And i still could take it as a frigging joke, and laugh about it.

I think im just stuck at the memory of primary school. The days when i could laugh at Ms Loh's words, giggle at Mr Tan's gay-ness, blush at the presence of GreenTeaGuy, joke about the bitches, war with the guys, talk back at the teachers. Going round and round in my head.

I've come to think that, if you want to call someone a bitch, think about yourself first.
So, im gonna stop addressing bitches.

Fake smiles, just putting up a strong front. It aint true at all, yet, no one sees it.

Im so tired of my life sia. Want eternal sleep. Go join my ahgong in heaven.

Sometimes when peole never cry, it doesnt mean that they dont have tears. Its just the fear of discrimination.

So, im probably not going to be posting for the next few days. So, goodbye.


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Hi, my name is Lim Qing, or you can call me Lois. I'm a '97 kid and I live in Singapore.
Blessed to be a child of God ^_^

● Why forty waves away?

At first I was thinking of a made-up-word, but in the end I decided on this because I chanced upon this verse in the bible:
" And when He had fasted forty days and forty nights, afterward He was hungry. "
(Matthew 4:2)
Forty.

Some time later during church Pastor was sharing about Moses:
" So he was there with the Lord forty days and forty nights; he neither ate bread nor drank water. And He wrote on the tablets the words of the covenant, the Ten Commandments. " (Exodus 34:28)
Forty again.

At this point I was going through a downhill ride in my walk, and I was seeking the way out. Being really curious about the number forty in the bible, I went to search it out.
"... the number 40 generally symbolizes a period of testing, trial or probation. ..."

And so, I'm always reminded that nothing is further than forty waves away. This blog is hence dedicated to remember all the 'forty days' I'll meet and to remind myself that God will always provide a way out for every trial, whether if it really lasts forty days or even more. (alongside rants and random posts of course!!)

Enjoy reading!! ^_^