Just now saw something happen. With Natasha. Not gonna talk about it.
Yay. Mum bought a new drawer for me and my bro. Thankyou Mum.




For an instance, I feel like I'm to luckiest girl. The next minute, I realised that everything I had were just too good to be true. I love to daydream, and sometimes my nightmares come true. I have so much to say, yet, I don't want to. Ironic right? Yeah. I know it well. The world ends sooner or later. If it happens the next hour, I'll spend my last time on earth alone, holding 100 balloons, running through a meadow of flowers - the thing I always wanted to do. I shall leave nothing behind, because I would rather people not put me in a part of their memory. :)
FYI, I'm not emo-ing. Please don't say I am, cause right now I'm smiling.
I know I should trust you. I know, whatever happens, it's the past. And I should smile and embrace the future ahead. But how would I know if something bad happens tomorrow and everything will be gone? Can't help feeling paranoid. I can't. Yeah. And everytime, everything, every hopes crashes just because I'm paranoid. Or rather, I held you tightly. Too tightly. And I hope I don't now. Trying to change. But still, I'm a sucker at love, and, yeah, probably sucker at everything.


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Hi, my name is Lim Qing, or you can call me Lois. I'm a '97 kid and I live in Singapore.
Blessed to be a child of God ^_^

● Why forty waves away?

At first I was thinking of a made-up-word, but in the end I decided on this because I chanced upon this verse in the bible:
" And when He had fasted forty days and forty nights, afterward He was hungry. "
(Matthew 4:2)
Forty.

Some time later during church Pastor was sharing about Moses:
" So he was there with the Lord forty days and forty nights; he neither ate bread nor drank water. And He wrote on the tablets the words of the covenant, the Ten Commandments. " (Exodus 34:28)
Forty again.

At this point I was going through a downhill ride in my walk, and I was seeking the way out. Being really curious about the number forty in the bible, I went to search it out.
"... the number 40 generally symbolizes a period of testing, trial or probation. ..."

And so, I'm always reminded that nothing is further than forty waves away. This blog is hence dedicated to remember all the 'forty days' I'll meet and to remind myself that God will always provide a way out for every trial, whether if it really lasts forty days or even more. (alongside rants and random posts of course!!)

Enjoy reading!! ^_^