I hate myself. I am a @#$%$^% person. Today I was very pissed with myself. I am so selfish and I shout at people. I always lose things. Today at popular I cant find the class fund. I promised to scold myself like shit. But when I got home, I looked in my wallet again and I found it. Fuck you Limqing.
Fuck you.
x.x
Fuck you.

So I'm set to fly on 7 November. Mummy was asking me to try this try that after daddy left at around 5.30pm. Skirts skirts dress dress so many skirts so many dress. I want me jeans and skinny. Wei.. x.x
Mummy say it will be very cold. So I had to buy something. She say she will give me $50 to buy clothes. So decided to got to somewhere with bro someday to shop.
My mummy also have very different dress sense as me. o.o WHY?!!




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Hi, my name is Lim Qing, or you can call me Lois. I'm a '97 kid and I live in Singapore.
Blessed to be a child of God ^_^

● Why forty waves away?

At first I was thinking of a made-up-word, but in the end I decided on this because I chanced upon this verse in the bible:
" And when He had fasted forty days and forty nights, afterward He was hungry. "
(Matthew 4:2)
Forty.

Some time later during church Pastor was sharing about Moses:
" So he was there with the Lord forty days and forty nights; he neither ate bread nor drank water. And He wrote on the tablets the words of the covenant, the Ten Commandments. " (Exodus 34:28)
Forty again.

At this point I was going through a downhill ride in my walk, and I was seeking the way out. Being really curious about the number forty in the bible, I went to search it out.
"... the number 40 generally symbolizes a period of testing, trial or probation. ..."

And so, I'm always reminded that nothing is further than forty waves away. This blog is hence dedicated to remember all the 'forty days' I'll meet and to remind myself that God will always provide a way out for every trial, whether if it really lasts forty days or even more. (alongside rants and random posts of course!!)

Enjoy reading!! ^_^