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Alien.
Friday, November 19, 2010 |
Fuck you idiot. You think, have you done anything other than anyhow accusing and anyhow demanding and anyhow concluding and anyhow blaming? You always push everything like its nothing of your fault, like your ass is clean of shit. No, you blinded deafen idiot. Everything, every common every single normal peaceful well good-condition and even perfect thing, you'll find, or rather, create a fucking fake flaw for it. And you'll start playing the role of the boss and scold all your employees. What the fuck? So what if you earn money for us, so what if you give us this house to stay? Mummy does too, oh no, she did more than you. Money for school, money to go out, money to shop, money for braces, money for books, money for air tickets. The fucking milk I drink that made me grew up, the fucking place I crawl out from. So what if you treat me nice? Periodic. I dont need that. If I could ask for something, I would want to shut your fucking mouth that complain about all those stupid dumb things that werent even suppose to be complained about. If you fucking shut up and stop complaining, I guess you'll rank better. You say things that you yourself dont mean and make up your own facts that are completely senseless. You dont even take responsibility for the words you said and just blabber on to cover up all of it. Isnt it all your fault? Stop shouting at us. She did more than you, you have to rights to scold her. And, so what if he waste his time on basketball everyday? He do study, he got into the class he wanted. Yes, I suck, I failed all your expectations. But at least I did protect all those things and fought back all your accusations. Yes, I failed, I shouted till my throat pain like shit, I shout until I go off tune, I shout until my nose became waterfall, so? You? Go quiet? Please, nothing to say, maybe you should think of all the things you said and maybe realise that you're wrong and apologise? She everyday back from work already so tired, you still want to continue crapping? What the crap? You got a big big problem, you should do some self reflection. Hahah, I'm rude? To my dad? Oh well, you might want to think that you dont deserve my respect, because you didnt even respect us at all. What do my teachers teach in school? Teach until me like that? Hahah, they taught me, if I want respect, I should treat others with respect too. Once I treated you with respect, but since you aint gonna return it I guess shant try it again. I really am unfilial ? Hahah, look at the situation, I think its already not me. Your view? I dont know.
Its 6.07pm. Nothing showed up on my phone. What happen ? Hahah, I guess its all me again. Yeah, shit me, shit me.
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Alien.
Friday, November 19, 2010 |
Fuck you idiot. You think, have you done anything other than anyhow accusing and anyhow demanding and anyhow concluding and anyhow blaming? You always push everything like its nothing of your fault, like your ass is clean of shit. No, you blinded deafen idiot. Everything, every common every single normal peaceful well good-condition and even perfect thing, you'll find, or rather, create a fucking fake flaw for it. And you'll start playing the role of the boss and scold all your employees. What the fuck? So what if you earn money for us, so what if you give us this house to stay? Mummy does too, oh no, she did more than you. Money for school, money to go out, money to shop, money for braces, money for books, money for air tickets. The fucking milk I drink that made me grew up, the fucking place I crawl out from. So what if you treat me nice? Periodic. I dont need that. If I could ask for something, I would want to shut your fucking mouth that complain about all those stupid dumb things that werent even suppose to be complained about. If you fucking shut up and stop complaining, I guess you'll rank better. You say things that you yourself dont mean and make up your own facts that are completely senseless. You dont even take responsibility for the words you said and just blabber on to cover up all of it. Isnt it all your fault? Stop shouting at us. She did more than you, you have to rights to scold her. And, so what if he waste his time on basketball everyday? He do study, he got into the class he wanted. Yes, I suck, I failed all your expectations. But at least I did protect all those things and fought back all your accusations. Yes, I failed, I shouted till my throat pain like shit, I shout until I go off tune, I shout until my nose became waterfall, so? You? Go quiet? Please, nothing to say, maybe you should think of all the things you said and maybe realise that you're wrong and apologise? She everyday back from work already so tired, you still want to continue crapping? What the crap? You got a big big problem, you should do some self reflection. Hahah, I'm rude? To my dad? Oh well, you might want to think that you dont deserve my respect, because you didnt even respect us at all. What do my teachers teach in school? Teach until me like that? Hahah, they taught me, if I want respect, I should treat others with respect too. Once I treated you with respect, but since you aint gonna return it I guess shant try it again. I really am unfilial ? Hahah, look at the situation, I think its already not me. Your view? I dont know.
Its 6.07pm. Nothing showed up on my phone. What happen ? Hahah, I guess its all me again. Yeah, shit me, shit me.
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About
Hi, my name is Lim Qing, or you can call me Lois. I'm a '97 kid and I live in Singapore.
Blessed to be a child of God ^_^
● Why forty waves away?
At first I was thinking of a made-up-word, but in the end I decided on this because I chanced upon this verse in the bible:
" And when He had fasted forty days and forty nights, afterward He was hungry. " (Matthew 4:2)
Forty.
Some time later during church Pastor was sharing about Moses:
" So he was there with the Lord forty days and forty nights; he neither ate bread nor drank water. And He wrote on the tablets the words of the covenant, the Ten Commandments. " (Exodus 34:28)
Forty again.
At this point I was going through a downhill ride in my walk, and I was seeking the way out. Being really curious about the number forty in the bible, I went to search it out.
"... the number 40 generally symbolizes a period of testing, trial or probation. ..."
And so, I'm always reminded that nothing is further than forty waves away. This blog is hence dedicated to remember all the 'forty days' I'll meet and to remind myself that God will always provide a way out for every trial, whether if it really lasts forty days or even more. (alongside rants and random posts of course!!)
Enjoy reading!! ^_^
Musings
the times I got lost in my own thoughts.
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