141th post.
once again, im back to square one. 
and, hopefully, i will not be regretting. :D

and, i will be on hiatus.
not blogging, not msn-ing, not twitting, basically, not online.
maybe i will also not answer my phone.
and i also stopped my diary entries already. cause i've reached the last page.
to the 103 guys, you all can never ever see how pathetic i am scribbling on my torn diary during recess again.
maybe i'll burn it.
so, dream on if you wanna read it! not even my laogongs get to read it okay!
maybe i owe someone something for very long, then i will let them have this privilege.
maybe. 0.01% so.

and i found out that this world is so realistic. truth are all so cruel.
im not 'killing' someone for fun. i did it for good use. ^^


oh yes, before i go, please dont ask me why on hiatus.
and if you notice something different, shut up.
im not going to entertain your 'why's and 'tell me's. sorry for that. :/
currently in bitch mode. sorry for that.
HEEEHEEE. but hor, if you got anything nice want share with me hor, dont hesitate to message me.
matchmaking still on. ONLY if you want such a lousy matchmaker. HAHA.

im very happy. :)
byebye.
and and and, remember, time is tickin'.


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Hi, my name is Lim Qing, or you can call me Lois. I'm a '97 kid and I live in Singapore.
Blessed to be a child of God ^_^

● Why forty waves away?

At first I was thinking of a made-up-word, but in the end I decided on this because I chanced upon this verse in the bible:
" And when He had fasted forty days and forty nights, afterward He was hungry. "
(Matthew 4:2)
Forty.

Some time later during church Pastor was sharing about Moses:
" So he was there with the Lord forty days and forty nights; he neither ate bread nor drank water. And He wrote on the tablets the words of the covenant, the Ten Commandments. " (Exodus 34:28)
Forty again.

At this point I was going through a downhill ride in my walk, and I was seeking the way out. Being really curious about the number forty in the bible, I went to search it out.
"... the number 40 generally symbolizes a period of testing, trial or probation. ..."

And so, I'm always reminded that nothing is further than forty waves away. This blog is hence dedicated to remember all the 'forty days' I'll meet and to remind myself that God will always provide a way out for every trial, whether if it really lasts forty days or even more. (alongside rants and random posts of course!!)

Enjoy reading!! ^_^