im back. 

sometimes, when someone doesnt answer you; it doesnt mean that shes trying to attitude you.
its because, shes afraid that they might say something wrong.
sometimes, when someone dont flare up; it doesnt mean that shes not angry.
its because, shes afraid that you will be pissed.
sometimes, when someone doesnt cry; it doesnt mean that she dont have tears.
its because, shes afraid that you will say her as kicking a big fuss.
sometimes, when someone doesnt say anything; it doesnt mean that she have nothing to say.
its because, shes afraid that she will be told to shut up.
sometimes, when someone sit there, keep quiet and stare into space; it doesnt mean that shes emo-ing.
its because, shes troubled, and thinking.
so now you know, everyone out there is considering everything to do, will you care?

today im ultra pissed+damned+bored+whatever.
so i went blackshot.
some ss.




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Hi, my name is Lim Qing, or you can call me Lois. I'm a '97 kid and I live in Singapore.
Blessed to be a child of God ^_^

● Why forty waves away?

At first I was thinking of a made-up-word, but in the end I decided on this because I chanced upon this verse in the bible:
" And when He had fasted forty days and forty nights, afterward He was hungry. "
(Matthew 4:2)
Forty.

Some time later during church Pastor was sharing about Moses:
" So he was there with the Lord forty days and forty nights; he neither ate bread nor drank water. And He wrote on the tablets the words of the covenant, the Ten Commandments. " (Exodus 34:28)
Forty again.

At this point I was going through a downhill ride in my walk, and I was seeking the way out. Being really curious about the number forty in the bible, I went to search it out.
"... the number 40 generally symbolizes a period of testing, trial or probation. ..."

And so, I'm always reminded that nothing is further than forty waves away. This blog is hence dedicated to remember all the 'forty days' I'll meet and to remind myself that God will always provide a way out for every trial, whether if it really lasts forty days or even more. (alongside rants and random posts of course!!)

Enjoy reading!! ^_^